I feel the need to look for a job now, although I really wanted to wait until these last two graduate in two years. I don't know if it's outside pressure/influence or the Lord's pushing me not to wait ... either way I will have to have something lined up when these two graduate as my survivor benefits will stop (I'm not old enough to continue receiving "widow" benefits without these two dependents). I have been a stay at home mom for most of our 18 years of marriage with extra responsibilities in the area of foster-parenting and volunteer work. I think my two teens have adjusted well to the loss of their father (last May) and will be okay with me working, but I'd prefer a job where I can be home when they are home. My resume is ready to hand out and I have an application in for our local school district. Would you please pray with me for God's clear direction on what I should do ...
Thanks!