Editing post 14-Oct-2014 ....
GOD KNOWS....
Trusting God while repenting for being upset for becoming stuck in the muck and mire of self.... climbing out of pigpen thinking and heeding my Lord's kind admonitions.... and His open invitation and perhaps at times His command too, Jesus said: "Come". "Come unto me"... "Come and dine"... and His promise(s) "I will give you rest"....
O God please edit (transform) whatever need be edited (transformed) in my thoughts, and words, and to trust only You with whatever needs to change.... Your will be done for your honor, please and thank you.
God gives a glimpse and blesses and I need to remember and read what I posted as a personal reminder.... so what is below I'm to remember and pray and wait and trust for this now moment.... God does not change His mind... and it's okay to seemingly make a fool of myself and to repent of what God brings to mind as He chooses to. God gave a special glimpse and I'm to 'remember'.
So .... for this now.... I am to re-read and can smile and not be ashamed.... Praise God for who He is and thank brother Charlie for saying so .... many times... Thank you brother Charlie.
I can have God's peace even in my failings as I come to Him like a trusting child with yet another broken something or other. The thought of the adversary is different for some of us. It comes to mind that we've heard the phrase, "you're your own worst enemy"... well, Abba Father KNOWS just what to do to let me come to see this from a different view.... somehow being seated with Christ in heavenly places came to mind and a process that somehow was worked into my spirit by His Spirit is letting me see my present failure from a higher perspective. I fail and fail and fail and blame and blame and blame myself has a long history.... So, what's new? God is looking at me with tender eyes of love and bids me come 'just as I am' and sit in His lap. Then He let me have a wee peek from this place of being seated with Him in heavenly places. So what if I fail again and again? What if I'm not failing as God sees it? It is as though being given a view of the woman coming, and coming to God and being given a new view of what my adversary is and that our loving Father let me see more than failings. Being transformed by the renewing of my mind is a lot more than trying harder to be responsible about the doing of things. Sometimes an old lady can be like a little child that just can't tie her shoes and Abba Father lets me come up and see that He's got it all covered. Peace is coming in a way that I never would have expected.... being transformed by the renewing of my mind by the Word of God is different than I thought too.
It's not what I do or what I failed to overcome ... In Christ is an experience that is more than all these words can say. Jesus is our victory and the battle is the Lord's.... even if or when the adversary coming against me is me.... It is all about God and what Jesus did and working out my own salvation is coming to Him for Him to do what He does in me and without Him I can do nothing isn't scaring me to try harder to 'get it right' whatever it is....about letting go and believing or whatever .... GOD KNOWS...... He, my God, overcomes me with His Love and His Care... takes me up onto His lap and lets me look at something and then sets me down and smiles at me too, now perhaps I may grow up in Him.... and sort of 'get it' about praising God for who He is and somehow sensing what it means to come to know Him ... I can't know Him until I can 'hear' Him and know Him for myself... and then I can understand what another person is saying .... The story of the woman at the well... Wow, she sat with Jesus and went telling what Jesus told her.... amazing .... well, I may be slower than slow... What is 71 years from our Father's perspective? ..... so if this post is rambling please be patient..... and me be patient too.... A godly imagining and meditation tis like being read a story by my Abba Father and sitting in His lap.... HE KNOWS...... A song comes to mind, "I Can Only Imagine".....God Bless... Praise God, and thank you. Ah, we are so loved and He knows our names. O how I love Jesus.... because He first loved me.... I am His...... and getting to know Him little by little day by day by Grace and tender mercies, your sister in Christ. Love and prayers, Ginger
PS it is hard to not delete the contents of this post. It is what it is and I'm to leave it and to trust God KNOWS. God loves each of us and knows exactly what He sees..... something is written about being clothed in the righteousness of Christ and to put on Christ.... Praying and asking the Lord to help me to put on Christ and to wear His righteousness... Please Abba Father, have the Holy Spirit to help me put on Christ and wear the righteousness of Jesus ..... I can't even dress myself without you. Ah, to be clothed again and not be spiritually naked.... in Christ... Now to learn to 'Be still' and not write so much or unless...... :-)g